A long time no talk with you, folks QnQ I know, I have no excuse for my absence here.... oh, well, maybe yes I had one, It is that I've been a season (cofcofImeantooooolongcofcof) without motivation to draw. Yep, how you read it, Iive been through many personal problems last year and had removed me the desire to draw and share my art with you.
I know that many of you admire and like what I do (and I appreciate you infinitely QnQ) But sometimes I felt I was insignificant, I felt that what I drew did not like anyone and you know what? It felt like being dead in life...
Yeap, I had depression many months, because I've felt that I could not live for my dreams, my goals... and soon I began to feel unsuccessful (In fact, I even owe a commission of more than one year ago to one of my clients. It was not until Three months ago that, as a result of certain fact (which I will not say because is very personal) which I realized I had to improve my mood, if it couldn't end badly. Now I feel very better thank to god, And my desire to draw and progress artistically have improved a lot.
I really want to make a change in my life, and I want to make the impossible to recover the desire to grow as a professional artist, because I'm worth it.
I'm going to get in contact with my old client to be able to amend what I did (I know, I have acted badly, but I've really didnt feel able in mood to do anything)
Ufff no more to say. I felt on the obligation of gives an explanation to the few people that follow my work. For all those, THANK YOU and thanks for the neverending support.